Friday, September 02, 2005

Juz finish talking to a fren... Nice fren... He was sad... i tell him to talk to me when he can... and 4get his past wif her... We talk abt last time, so bad tat i rejected him... =p but realli no feelings... But as we juz now talk abt past present and future... I felt little being loved... And when he said abt the girl or others, i felt bit sad and jealous... Is tis being loved?? Mybe i started to love him... i dunno also... feeling is gd but i scare... i scare being rejected... scare tat u find other girls and wont talk to me anymore... mixed feeling... Should i take back my love and showed him care juz as a fren or should i continue to love u?? If my love make u scare and run away... den i rather u dont see tis!! and we at least can be fren...

So sori... i dont dare to tell u... but i m hoping if u and me r fated... u will see my blog and tell me... no matter is fren or love... juz drop me a commend... i hope tat we r fated but the feeling in me gave me an opposite answer...

nvm... If u dont love me... i love u can already... love need not be reciprocal... U happy means tat i m happy too...

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